Hi everyone

Just starting out trying to find my Wow and of course I want of a larger bank roll, I am not really happy doing the work of running a small one man service shop. But really have no real clue as to what I may really like to do. I get stuck with
"well how would I know if I like doing this job or that job with no history of every doing it before even mentally?" I feel stuck because what I do is pay the bills, but it keeps me a slave to my job, scared to take a vacation for fear of losing my big accounts. I have done some small wows, although they seem kinda silly to me. Example, I wanted to go to the park with my boy's. OK, I went and had a good time. Problem, if the cell phone would have rang, it would have changed my plans. Although my phone did not ring, this was not that big of a wow for me, it just met what I wanted to do for that moment. So I am confused as to how these little wows will get me to finding what my big wow might be. Does this just take years of asking it to manifest and it just falls into your life? Can someone clarify this for me? Are there any coaches in the Tampa Bay ,Fl. area out here? Or someone online that can help coach me?
TIA,
Fred