For years now I have been trying to become a success in certain areas of my life surrounding money, I think i have been held back by my inner rebel.
I had a bad relationship with my parents growing up, teenage years, and if they told me to do something I would really get angry and resist and try not to do it just to annoy them. Left to my own devices I would choose whats best for me however.
Although I have created some level of success in my life I have never really done what I truly want to. I think I may have some inner child part of me that is sabataging my ability to succeed becuase of an inner rebellion as to what my parents would want.
I also have an embarrassment of being attractive or too successful, thinking people will see me as a little girl still, (I'm nearly 30).
I just wanted some technique or reframe that can help me sort this out if possible?