Right, an update if you're interested. Had another interview and audition this week and iwent through with both! Even tough I nearly bottled it just before both. On both occasions I said to myself "Just go for it". Neither were great experiences, neither were awful. I know now that I defnitely don't want one of the jobs since finding out more at the interview (the one that pays incidently) but what I'm really scared of is saying no if they offer it to me!
Actually, I'm scared of never finding anything that's right for me.
At least I'm going to find out now!