returning from a trip to my dear friend and spending a couple of days with my godson, his twinbrother and his big brother
(no one ever believes that staying with my friend and helping with the three young kids is a fun holiday, but for me it is!!
!!! Very much so! my friend is such a wonderful person and the twins (a year and a half) and their big brother (4 years and a half) are so much fun to be around. I always feel incredibly blessed by this friendship!
I considered (and still am considering) these questions:
Are children of my own a part of life's plan for me?
If not how could I change the plan, for I really really love children?
Remembering I can have what I want.... it somehow should work...but how?
Finding a loving man seems like a good start...
what's keeping me from creating that??
what's REALLY keeping me from pursuing my wants?
Is it I doubt to be a good mom and wife?
Does the love of my godchildren and their siblings not
somehow show I can really contribute to their well-being and joy?
What would sooth the doubts of beeing a loving wife contributing to
my husbands happiness?
Why do the doubts sneak in so often?
What's the purpose of my life??
Did you have any ideas to answer your questions?
Have a great day