LOVE-im lost

[astro4u]

I am 45-I believed in romance, idealist, passionate love since my parents divorce at age 12.
I dated the same guy til I was 21 and life was an array of relationships and marriages since. 2nd marrage I had a beautiful baby Girl now 9yrs.
I am a Master Astrologer/psychology background and use NLP in my readings and guidence.
My Situation Now-The man I married is wonderful strong- so encouraging, adores me and my girl, kind, passionate and my best friend- And yet I strurggle to feel the same passion-I also do not desire to feel this anywhere else-I just feel guilt,
Maybe its is possibility of saying goodbye to an old friend-thought-a friend (belief in "happily ever after") that sustained me since my parents divorce a friend that died after my 2nd marrieage to my now daughters father.
My Hubby now is my 3rd he is as discribed above an amazing soul-
Am I damaged goods?
Is this not true love( I think it is I am just stupid)
Any advise? Is it just thoughts-is love just thoughts-

[Tomwalked]

I'm sorry I got a little lost here -
> "And yet I strurggle to feel the same passion - I also
> do not desire to feel this anywhere else-I just feel guilt,"

are you saying you are feeling this passion for another, or you have lost it with this one?

and I'm also not sure what you are saying here:
> "Maybe its is possibility of saying goodbye to an old
> friend-thought-a friend (belief in "happily ever after")
> that sustained me since my parents divorce a friend
> that died after my 2nd marrieage to my now daughters
> father. My Hubby now is my 3rd he is as discribed above
> an amazing soul-"



what I did get is the doubt you are dealing with...
and if I can suggest...
doubt is just doubt.
we don't always have to subscribe.

maybe check in to see if it is real, if it is founded in something... or it is just the head doing its usual cartwheels and dances.

[astro4u]

you are so right thank u!

[Tomwalked]

sure thing